Love is the strongest magic

Dear All

Since I was young I always meditated and prayed for Lord Buddha.

I never have any sucessful life comparing to my friends because I am very hot temper and so stubborn.

So many times I have been grounded into a mad hospital.

I confused between reality and imaginary.

Now I admit that I cant get back my normal life anymore.

I hope to share my stories to you all here as I really have no friends who deeply understand me

My stories began when I met him who changed me forever,

last 3 years...

 

He, the one who never sleeps,

He, the one who always sees me,

He, the only one who hears my voices,

He, the mysterious one who never leaves me....

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I am so weak today

This magic is the strongest I've ever experienced.

It is Love

I really want to write more

But I am so sleepy

I will take 3 hours to sleep

then i write more...

thanks for reading

 

Good morning all,

Due to some difficulties, I am here later.

Technically, 3 hours of yours and mine are totally different.

But it is not any reasonable excuse of mine

I'll further my story about Love

I will not talk about lust because the lust is far far away from love

to love and to lust are discriminated, still some aspect those are strong bonding.

If I distinguish them by "chemistry" , of course we see many criterion.

If I segregate them by "familiarity", surely we see big gap.

Finally, I differentiate them by "logic and reason", no more similarity anymore.

 

Then Why some religion avoid love ?

My friends told me love is very beautiful and sacred.

My teachers told me to avoid love (they are not normal people)

My parents told me to avoid lust.

While my friends in guru and facebook told me that they see no differences between these two terms.(The friends always take the photo to explain her love and lust functionally).(Oh this friend can do belly dance so)(sorry my friend, you are my love guru)

Why I waste my time here? Just to tell you all about love?

No, I am trying to gather your brainstromings and wrap up for me that "If Love&lust are so wrong, why would the prime creator do not remove out the reproductive organ by the first place?

Really doubtful, because I have not heard about any friends who are the best lover and the best meditationer (my dictionary ) at the same time.

 

The PRIME CREATOR is so smart

To : The prime creator

CC : My friends here

BCC : The White

Since the baby was in our wombs, they were fed by love.

Since they grew up, they learnt how to love (sharing toys and candies together with friends)

Since they were schooling, they selected which courses to take and which field ...those call love...

So our lives involve the love BUT only some people would be able to see how love drives us in our daily routines...

The people like me who try to investigate this term, are so called maniac...

and are moved to a mad hospital,a cuckoo's nest

NOT FAIR MY LORD !!!

 

In Contrary

If I throw this term away...fk you love

and start out my hatre zone

practice like this everyday in my every daily routine

what will happen?

From my assumption, this hatre energy is equal to love energy.

Why to see hatre energy in black

while to see love energy in white ?

Who brings you this theory?

Is it possible to percieve your own black and white ?

If I said that to love is negative energy called black

and to hate is positive energy called white

Will the Prime Creator punish me?

Who will then?

As long as I have my own modellings and do nothing harm to any people...

What will happen then?

To simulate and create your own assumptions are not wrong

please note !

 

When morning comes just say

"Heaven you idiot, I'll not wake up till noon..."

When breakfast comes , you will

"Liquid only please"

When a friend come to you and ask for a help

"in my diary I have solved you out many times why to ask for more?"

When a guy asks you out, you tell

"From my dictionary, does not have your species "


Ha Ha

later your friends leave you all alone...

BUT

They have left me many long ago, leave me in the cuckoo's nest...

so why to strart making friends again?

if i had no food no drinks no anything

death will come

and finish the lesson

and encarve my coffin that

that's all folk !!!​

 

So I call the love is a magic spell

Once you see differently from others

you gain your hatre energy from them

they maybe ground you in a mad hospital

where you can only hear screamings and cryings

doctor inject you valium

just to stop your screamings

they think it is the best way to treat you

actually, the voices are too annoying for them

your friends closed to you never wake up or saying anything

since they are treated this way too

as days by,

you get used to your own silence

physically no energy to walk

mentally no words pop up

entirely, locked into your own world...something called tron legacy

nobody means to you

you also no meaning to them

Welcome to the LOVE spell no more

forever long gone love

thanks the prime creator

it is all about your love spell here

cha cha

from

love hurt

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=endscreen&NR=1&v=k-T7vGdH_ek​

 

after that you turn in to a very new species

named

rolling stone

still people here blame you

Rock heart !!!

Surely they always give you this name

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papa, thanks to create me this way

it is their opposite side

otherwise

i never become a good girl

love you papa

rose

 

no worries everything is gonna be better

so far so good

krub

 

Loving yourself is the best curing oneself , Loving someone else is the best scaling shelf of any friends by our mind